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Hey, guys and I'm back after my exam weeeeek. Hmmm, last one week was busy and thus, I got no time to update my livejournal. Today is Saturday and I just woken up and for whatever reason, I feeel so light suddenly. So realised that it is time to end my stubborness and give up as it is not going to work. But why whenever I thought of giving up, my head, lungs and heart hurts. Hahah. I'm just being stupid, like seriously stupid. Hahah. :( But deep down, I know it is not that easy. Well, I guess, enough of my innner thoughts, it sure bored you all to death.
This whole weeek was busy. Got back some of my results. Hmmm, like one of them is shipping business got 85. Excel IT shipping business got 81 but I think when aff access, sure die die die. Found out my marine engineering marks, I got 68% only. Haiyo, like bad only but whatever, I try my very best to understand all sort of machines, pumps and gears whatever there is in the book, okay. Hahah. Hmmm, the rest like still not out yet But I'm so sure I failed my seamanship after hearing what Captain Yan told me, " Brenda, you didnt study for seamanship right? " Lol. It's kinda of true, but I did do some last minute study and kinda of do a 15 marks question correct all thanks to Ruiyong and Richard teaching me that last minute.
Oh ya, yesterday was bbq with dearest friendsss! I enjoyed it alot. It seem like it was really long since I'm that happy. Totally just forget about all my troubles and play with them. Pictures, I will post it next time ya. I'm kinda of lazy to post picture so it will be words and lots of words nowaday. I think I ate alot alot and finally seeee them after a few months. I love you all and hopes that we will have many more events to go! :D Secondary school life is a very big part of our life even though we were together for abt only 2 years? But we had really lots of memories such as OBS, class outing, after school activities, class time, making teacher cry and laugh. Thinking about those memories, I am really happy to be there to enjoy all those fun we have. Even though, in my heart I hope to continue with those lifestyle but everybody will move on, it is a need to move on to the next part of our life. But I'm seriously not saying that poly life is not fun, it is fun and friends there are lovely too but times fly very fast there, seriously fast till I'm afraid. :( Hahah. Soon, 3 years of poly life will be over too. What will I be doing? I will think about that. Going to university or out working? Hahah. But I guess when the time come, I will know what am I going to be.
Hmmm, I going out soooon. I don't know where am I going but I guess shopping will take my mind off some things that I'm tired of having it inside my memories. If I got a delete button, I'm so sure I will erase everything off even though I will miss it. Sigh. And yes, I finish watching absolute boyfriend and I tell you I cried alot. Lol. Even Robot had feeling, why can't human have the feeling to feeeeel. :( Till here, I'm really getting out of the house.
BRENDA, xoxo.
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